Kendra Wilkinson: 'It's Going To Be Really Hard'

Former Playboy Playmate Kendra Wilkinson has opened up about her heartbreak over the imminent release of her sex tape - insisting it's the "hardest thing to deal with."

Hugh Hefner's ex-girlfriend's lawyers have sent a legal notice to bosses at adult film distributors Vivid Entertainment warning them they will be violating her right to privacy if they go ahead with the launch of the explicit video. The busty blonde is believed to have filmed the tape six years ago with an ex-boyfriend, who has not been identified.

However, Vivid Entertainment boss Steven Hirsch is refusing to back down and is confident the sex tape was obtained lawfully. Wilkinson has been working hard to clean up her image since her 2009 marriage to football "star" Hank Bassett III and becoming a mom to a baby boy in December. And now she's spoken out about the sex tape, revealing her husband has been helping her get through the scandal.

Speaking on her E! show Kendra, to be aired on the program's finale on May 31st, she says, "He's doing a good job because he's understanding. He's like, 'Kendra, we just have to hold our heads high because, yeah, we're going to get attacked, but we can't run.' That was me, but that's not me now. It broke my heart because how can (someone) do that when I have a baby? It just sucks. It's the hardest thing to deal with right now. It's going to be really hard. It's going to probably be the hardest time of our lives."